Alcoholism a life choice / coping method?
In serious consideration to an alcoholic, not an alcoholic but the street was in constant humming Type if not in the driving mind you, but in social situations and pretty much NY other time. I'm at a point in life when nothing else helped not therapy or pills have to stop me, a shy, withdrawn person anxious. I recognize the potential health risks, but weighing them against a life total social isolation, and no meaningful relationships with other people or even hesitate to leave and miserable in my bedroom, I think that the risks of liver damage and perhaps 10-15 years of my life are less unhealthy, then what do I do now. Thinking
If you think alcoholism is to give you a fun social life, then you are sadly wrong. Wait and watch all the fun stuff, it will bring. I had liver cirrhosis and I tell you that you can not do much socializing, because you are too sick. And liver cirrhosis is a disease that is to go slow, can for years and years, do not think so, that it is a quick death for you either. Between the alcoholism disease and it will bring, your life will be pretty miserable. I would rather handle the shy awkwardness problem. It takes about 10 years to start for liver cirrhosis drinking. I do not know about other people, but I never liked guys who are drunk or buzzed the whole Time. I see them as losers and I do not know how confident the liquor makes it appear. The only person you'll be fooling yourself if you love the people his whole time to think about a drunk. I have a number of guys that like them so cool and good to drink that when they think no one can be known because they are really loud mouth loser. Problem is that they the only ones who are not familiar with. Perhaps there may be other drunks like you, but people who will see their act together, you, as a Losers.